Ok, well, this is the Christmas Special Journal. Lol, meaning, I'm gonna talk about Christmas in it! (again)

Well, here's what I got.
A Jump Drive (those little portable hard drives)
A watch
Clothes
Underwear (??)
Howl's Moving Castle DVD
Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain
Getting Started: Drawing
Jewlery (lots-o-jewlery; the real deal too)
Gift Cards to Barnes and Nobles ($120 in all)!!

Erm, that's all I remember. So, I did pretty well. I did ask for Loveless vol.3 and didn't get it (yet), but it's all good. I'm glad about those drawing books. I'm kinda peeved that I gotta draw upside down though, because I really don't like doing that...I don't know why..

Anyway, yesterday was spent moving some boxes to the new house. We won't be fully out of here until the middle of January, but we started moving some boxes yesterday. It was hard work. And I hate hard work. I hate any work actually. But it went well. The house is nice. I like my room, which is bigger then my room now. The only thing that sucks is how long I'm gonna have to survive without the internet....Moving on!

Well, I finished what I crocheted for my grandma. It came out kinda weird and uneven, but she loved it and said she wanted me to teach her how to crochet! Everybody's been saying that to me lately. Now, I'm gonna take a break from crocheting. Hopefully, the break isn't permenant.
Happy Holidays! Today is the second day of Kwanzaa! Just a little fact for ya!
Bye!

Christmas 06!

Wow, I came on here one Christmas. Look at my dedication!

Anyway, today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The only mishap I had with my face is when I got really excited about the jump drive my dad bought me. I really wasn't expecting that, that's why I was really excited. She just got mad and asked why I was smiling and praising that and not any of her gifts. I didn't really have an answer.

She HATED her gift from me. I got her the new Beyonce' Cd, and she hated it. She did sorta smile and say thanks, but she made it clear she hated it. I KNEW she was gonna hate it. I KNEW!!! Lol, I should of gotten her the new Justin Timberlake Cd. Oh well.

My mom did say yes (I guess, it was kind of muffled) to the trip with Nick. I'll have to keep giving her the details later.

My sister was a riot. She was so ungrateful! She opened one present and went straight to the next one. She's six, so that kind of...I can't think of the word....Ungratefulness (eh, not the right one) is expected for her age. But still my mom was pissed!...It kinda hurt my feelings a little.

I got a lot of clothes, two books on drawing, a coat, lots of jewlery (the nice kind; I was shocked. I wasn't expecting that), a jump drive, Howl's Moving Castle DVD, a gift card to Barnes and Noble, and that's about it I think. Yep. I'm missing with the Jump Drive now; adding all the pics I have and stuff.

I better leave.
Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!

Yes, that holiday is here! Christmas! I'm a little nervous that people won't like what I got them. That's basically it. I can't wait until this holiday is almost over. I don't like being a killjoy, but hell, Christmas is stressful for me. I always feel the need to fake "absolute and utter joy" when I get presents from my mom. She expects it. I mean, I usually am totally happy and joyful at the gift, but my facial expressions are not under my direct control. I always look disappointed or bored on Christmas. It's like a bad tradition. I don't know why my face hates me like that.

Nick asked me to come bowling with him, his mom, Jordan (a guy that used to go to my old school), his cousin, and possibly his mom's friend. I would love to, but the main issue is my mom. I made the dumbass idiotic mistake of telling her that Nick's mom hates her. That was a while ago, but I know my mom's memory is amazing (like mine). Now she'll definately want to speak to Nick's mom if I'm to go bowling. And plus, if it's late at night, there's no way in Holy Hell my mom will let me go bowling. She's really over-protective for no reason. Yeah, she's a mom, it's her job to protect and watch us (me and my little sister) like a hawk, but she takes it overboard. I'm just all over nervous about the whole thing. I really wanna see Nick; but I really don't want to see the confrontation between Nick's mom and my mom. Now that I told my mom about the hating thing (which, by the way, I don't blame Nick's mom at all for feeling that way; you win some you lose some I say.) she's BOUND to bring it up if they ever meet. A meeting that I hope and pray and wish will never happen. I do wanna go bowling though.

Christmas Eve! Lol, I'm ready for Christmas. The holiday worries me, but I'm ready. I just want to open my gifts now.

I've seen the new house, and boy was I amazed. I thought the house would be some seedy, small, shack. But low and behold, the house was kinda big! There's two full bathrooms and four bedrooms. My mom's room is kinda small for her, but I think my room is big. It's not HUGE, but it's big to me. My sister's room is bigger then her room now, but it's a square box. HAHA. Lol, it's not small. The kitchen is really small, it's like a strip.

Eh, I gotta go. Mom's home.

Happy Holidays!

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Before I start my actual entry, I must say that kids music these days are really interesting. Maybe it's just me, but Strawberry Shortcake knows how to make some hits...Lol, I'm gonna move on...I'm making no sense.

Er, I've been crocheting like a maniac. I haven't done anything for the past two days except crochet. Seriously. Nothing. Nothing!!! I'm nearly going insane. Lol, I love it though. It's calming and it's given me some more patience. not a lot more, but some.

I've been watching stuff I recoreded on DVR. Right now I'm watching Trinnity Blood. Some methusela (a vampire) just died. Poor thing. His name was Radu and he was basically a spy type thing; he betrayed his little foster brother. He was fione too. I can't explain, I'm not good with explainations.

I'm becoming jeaous of people again. I won't name names, but I can feel the anger. Man, I seriously need some help with that. I blame the teen hormones and my sign (cancer) on my green insides! Lol, I should get off my lazy behind and draw something. I always say that...I got 13 days to draw something. I should do something..Yeah.

But first, I must crochet!

Bad Me

Well, I haven't been on this blog much. it sucks, I know, but I have been thinking about coming on here and doing stuff. I've just been too lazy to do it. I've been too lazy to do much of anything. Except crochet.

HA! I learned how to crochet last Wednesday and ever since I've been a crocheting bitch! Lol, it's so fun! Plus, it gets my mind off of eating. Whenever I crochet, don't wanna stop and eat which is amazing! I love crocheting. I plan on crocheting a...huge granny square for my grandma. For my nanny. Lol. I want to learn how to knit and sew too. Yeah, I know that's a lot to want.

Er, drawing has taken a backseat. I've gotten better, but I haven't drawn anything but some little doodle of a hot guy. I wanna draw more often, but that whole being lazy thing is stopping me. Plus I'm afraid of the finished product...I should get over that.

I should write more, I know. I've been gone for a good month, I should write more. But I just don't feel like it. Eh, oh well.