Jayson was boo-hooing about stuff today. I'm seriously getting tired of his breakdowns. I mean, I sympathize with him, but seriously.

Today he was ranting about how people tease him and about how Mr.Sutliff (the guy who punishes everyone, something of a principal of punishment) can't do anything because he (Jayson) said something back to his teasers. I said the same thing. Once you respond, the other person can flip the script on you and say you started it. I really don't feel like talking about this...

Moving on, I love role-playing! I know I know, I mention it almost everyday, but it's so awesome! I'm learning so much, just about writing in general and about how you have to go over all the little stuff. It's just fun. It's like an easy way to interact with people. Even though my character is interacting and not making any lifelong buddies here, it is cool. I hope he makes some friends, like some positive, known on both sides, the other person gives a rat's ass friends. That'd be cool. Awesome. I hope Winnie gets some friends. It looks good.

I'm gonna go now. I'm lazy. I know.

Back Momentarily

Well, while I wait for someone to rp with me, I shall update you Ness.

As you can tell already, I started rping! I really enjoy it. I never knew I would get so addicted to it. Well, at least addicted in a new way. It's not like my normal addiction to something new I would start, it's like, different. I rely on human beings with this addiction and human beings are so unpredictable! It's nice. I love it. I love playing someone else (at the moment I'm acting like a gay guy, named Winnie!) and then have people react (meaning hate) that character instead of me. It's awesome. And with this latest addiction, I find that I'm actually meeting people too. Normally with online stuff I wouln't meet anyone for weeks, but with role-playing I met people the first day! It's nice. I mean, I don't think I've made any really close friends, but I have like two friends I IM on there.

I entered a poetry contest at school. Only four people so far (including me) have entered, so I don't know how much chance I have of getting first place. Ms.Stover said my poem was really good and should be entered in Seventeen magazine (it's about a girl who is about to have sex but doesn't). I dunno. I just hope I don't lost the contest because people only vote for their friends. That would suck.

Speaking of friends, Jayson keeps bothering me about the Spring Formal. He wants me to go with him but I don't want to go. I don't want him to think I don't want to go with him, I just don't want to go in general. He can't accept that. He wants us to do more stuff together, and that's fine, but going to the spring formal is not what I think of when I think of "hanging out". He made me really angry Friday when he brought Kiatana into it. She says she wants to convince me to go. The only thing she's gonna do is convince me that I should feel bad for not going with Jayson.

Oh yes, Jayson is like Nick. That's it, he told me and I was like "Ok". Just like I was with Nick. Eh, I had a feeling all along actually. It was like in my subconscious but I knew. It wasn't all that hard to know, I think. Maybe I just have a good raydar or something.

I'm gonna stop now cause I'm bored and have nobody to rp with...

-Until next time!

Banned

I am yet again banned from the internet. Right now I'm online on a school computer. THis sucks, I hope I don't get caught. Since I always get caught with everything I probably will...Let's pray I don't Ness.

THis is gonna be short. I went to a Rd Stewart concert Friday. Next post I will hopefully talk about that...

I got banned from the computer cause I'm Lazy. DARNIT! I was trying to change that too...Ah well...

I gotta go. Will post as soon as I can. I'm serious, Ness.

Bye!