Pregnant (cont)

No, Ness, I'm not pregnant.

The reason I made that title before was because my friend Jack thought his girlfriend was pregnant. That's a long story in which I don't fell like replying.

Lanita gave birth today! Her name is Jayla Hazel Perry! She's...ok looking. I mean, she's gonna grow up to be gorgeous but right now...She's ok looking. That sounds soooo mean! But she is. I mean, people always say that babies are gorgeous, but Jayla was ok...Man, that's harsh. She's cute, but I wouldn't go as far as to say pretty...

Maybe I don't think Jayla is attractive becuase I can't stand her parents. That could be it. Jermaine and Lanita are serious pains in the behind. They're really stingy and mean. Especially stingy. They expect everybody else to break their back to put food on the table for THEM but when we need something they're nowhere to be found. God, they just bought a digital camera and haven't pain Nanny (who's home they are currently staying in) a red cent! NOTHING! How rude.

Guess what? I cleared my inbox! I had hundreds of messages in there and I finally read them all and cleaned it out. I'm so happy.

I hope I can clean out other things in my life. Like, cleaning out myself. Clean myself out by: Drawing, writing, making friends on the internet. That last one...That's not really cleaning anything out...But it would be nice.

I noticed that I don't have too many friends in school. This fact doesn't really bother me, it just makes the hormones tell my mind I'm lonely. In my rational mind, I'm fine knowing no one around me, being alone in the crowd, having no one to talk to 15 hours of the day. The teenage side (the one with those crazy peer influenced hormones) is rather bothered at my nearly loner state and makes me depressed. I dunno Ness. I want friends, but not at the expense of haveing a social life...So the internet is the place to go.

You know a fly flew up my nose today Ness? I almost died. Lol. I'm gonna end on that note.