"Twenty days later and she wants to post, huh?!"

Ok Ness, I feel bad. But I've been lazy. Like that's an excuse? I know it's not.

Today was the first day of my Sophomore year. It was so-so. We still move as a group, the class sticks together, but my class is different than last year. A lot of people from last year (a lot to me) are in my class this year.

We have Art!! Oh my god! Art!! I was so happy when I read that! So happy! Finally, an art class! I don't even know what we're gonna be doing. I've never been in an art class before. Maybe little kiddie crafts, coloring pictures, but never a regular art class. Arts Collinwood has been the closest to any sorta thing with art....I'm so excited. I hope I'm not disappointed.

Wow, I haven't talked to you in a while Ness. I stopped drawing too. I dunno. I really wanna work through the Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain book, but I get nervous about every exercise. Nervous enough to not do it. I hate sucking at stuff, so I just wouldn't do the stuff. I'm gonna change. I have too.

This is serious! I mean, I've loved art for a while, why can't I make some good stuff? And believe me Ness, I know I have a talented artist inside me. I used to be great! I just need to be consistent. Consistent! I'm not a very consistent person.

I have the perfect baby name! It's Lilli December! Such a cool name! I love it! All I need to do now is think of boy's names, because I've never done that. Girls run in my family, so I guess that's why. But what if I have a boy? I should get thinking on that.

This feels nice. This whole, posting in my journal thing, it feels nice. Wicked awesome. Like a weight lifted off my shoulders. I should seriously do it more often.