1/4/08

Art has been on the brain. There's so many conflicting views on how to start (although EVERYONE says that yous must PRACTICE!). I really hate the idea of copying another artist's work until I can draw that way perfectly and then changing it up so it'd fit my style. I want to be original all the way. I think that's my main problem. I just want to be able to express myself even when I haven't gotten the basics, the basics that ALL artists have to know, down. I just wish I was one of those kids that had been drawing since conception. Jeez.

Then again, I have been drawing for a long time. My problem is that I'm not consistent. I come to a wall and then I give up because it's too hard. And I don't give up gently, I give up hard. For a good year or two hard. Really! If I met myself, I wouldn't think I'd give up so easily. Well, no more complaints and long wasteful rants to you Ness! I'm going to change. I refuse to be old enough to get an account on Y!Gallery and still suck at drawing gay males.

I REFUSE!