HEY!!!

OK, let me tell you about Sunday night.

My mom basically ripped me a new one. She blamed me for everything wrong in the house, she blamed me for making her yell at me, she blamed me for being late all last school year, and she said I need to change my shitty attitude...God, it was stupid. And depressing. Then after her rant about me being a problem and me needing to get my head out of my ass and me needing to clean up around the house, she went on yet another rant on how she doesn't treat me and my little sis differently, which is a complete and total lie (two family members pointed that out to me). She said that me and Arieana have two different *personalities*. I really don't see how that affects anything...But anyway, now me and my mom don't talk and I'm a selfish brat. *nods* Mmhmm. My mom can make NO mistake, she's NEVER late to ANYTHING, and she deserves to be WORSHIPED because she works. That's all I got out of the conversation. I can have NO other thought other than COMPLETE AND UTTER HAPPINESS FOR ALL THINGS THAT MY MOTHER DOES TO ME AND EVERYONE ELSE. Just like a robot. Oh, and my mom says I have too much of my father in me, which she hates...which means she hates a little bit of me (ouch) so she has to take it out of me, by making me her little slave and robot. *nods* Now, she didn't say the slave and happy-robot part out loud, but I can read in between the lines...My god. I love my mom to death, but seriously, wake up and smell the coffee. There's two sides to every problem, and it's all not my fault! Ugh...

On another note, my little sister is now my mom's spy. I found this out last night (somewhere inbetween me sucking and me being lazy). I now know that Arieana has to basically watch EVERY MOVE I MAKE so she can run and tell mom. Great. So that means, no more computer late night, no more anything. Fuck.

BUT ON A HAPPY NOTE!

I MADE FRIENDS!!!

FRIENDS!!!

FRIENDS THAT LIKE ANIME AND THREE OF THOSE FOUR FRIENDS ARE PERVERTS LIKE ME!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I'M SOOOOO HAPPY!

I'M IN A CLIQUE!!!

Let me explain:

Ok, I walk in the door of my high school (after giving my mom the cold shoulder in the car) and I see all these tables lined up in the gym. I decide to go to the front table cause there's this girl sitting there alone. Well, I sit down, and I keep looking at the girl, who has like this binder thing, and then...I break the ice! Lowly old me, actually talking to someone first! Utterly amazing!

Anyway, so I ask if she's going here and what school she went too. She tells me, and then somehow (I think God is pulling some strings) we start talking about anime! ANIME! So, we gib gab about that for a few minutes and she tells me her name: Catherine (I think with a C...). So then we both go up to this name thing to get our folders (our last names both start with a P) and then we chat and she starts listed favorite anime and when she says Gravitation, I explode! I'm all like, really? Oh my god that's my show! and stuff.

She gets her folder before I do so she introduces me to her sister (who goes there already) and I say hi and stuff. I get in line so I can get my folder, and then this guy who's standing behind us asks about her shirt and I turn and then we all introduce ourselves (the guy was talking to a girl and we met her too) and then...we started to all talk about ANIME!!! The guy was new too it (his name's Allen) and the girl said she liked it (Cheyenne) but was into Harry Potter. Then after we all got our folders we sat down at a table and started to chit chat about anime and Harry Potter and Yu-Gi-Oh and stuff. Utterly amazing. Then, we all exchanged Myspace information! But, I forgot that in the folder.

And her sister, Catherine's sister Nicole, talked to us and she was totally awesome. AH!! I didnt think I'd meet anybody, and now I'm already in a clique (lol, that's what me and Cheyenne said we were)!!! OF anime fans!!!! I need to breathe...

My mom can NEVER kill the high hopes I'm feeling right now!!! NEVER. God, I'm not used to this feeling. This feeling of being..you know, wanted in a conversation....It's amazing.

I can't wait till tomorrow!!!