Replaced

Jayson has officially replaced me with Katherine and Kat has replaced me with a whole bunch of freshmen. I suck.

It hit me like a ton of bricks today after mid-terms. I was sitting there talking to her and then I just realized that I wasn't really that important to her. Then she kept mentioning how she's been talking to Jayson on Myspace and on this Gay Teen Forum thing (I would love to make an account there and BS my way to...Well, never mind.) and he never told me about that! Then again we haven't talked for a few weeks.

I'm pretty sure Jayson wants me to call him, which isn't happening. Especially now. I'll probably call his cell after this week, but not during. I really need to buckle down and study.

Back to the point, I feel a little sad. I'm not really important to a lot of people. I'm usually second fiddle. That's not bad, but I do love attention from friends. I really do. Maybe I should call Jayson's house...

But I have a huge phobia about stuff like that!! I really hate calling people's houses. Like, detest. Loath. That's why I give people my cell number so they don't have to go through the same embarrassment I feel when calling houses. Hopefully I'll grow out of this silly thing, but as of right now, me growing out of it will be a long time from now.

Today went pretty well, aside from that noticing I wasn't really on a few people's top friends list thing. Maybe I should get more active in Myspace? Naaah.

This is short. Short to me at least. I gotta get my hair washed. I should finish this another time...But I need to study! Study study study!

Did you know minna means everybody in Japanese? I was wondering about that for a while, and now I know! Woohoo!