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Did you know Ness, I think in blog posts now! It was a funny but weird discovery. I was just standing up during Christians prayer service and then I was just thinking of how I was going to format this post! I can't remember anything from the morning (anything specific) but it's fun to be so weird to think in blog posts.

I'm not going to Christian's funeral tomorrow. I mean, I just can't. I hate funerals. I do. Like, despise. I feel like such a bitch for not going though. I tried to tell Jayson, but the way he responded was basically "Well, why won't you go? It's his funeral. Pay some respect!"

I can understand where Jayson is coming from, but I just can't. I knew that if I went to that funeral that I wouldn't be paying any respect. I would probably be thinking about shota (which, by the way, I haven't seen in a few days...) or something else unholy. I just couldn't. I do feel bad. I should be there for Jayson, but no. Sorry. I can't do it. Funerals are really depressing and just...messed up. I can't do it. Sorry.

I have in my own little way payed some respect to Christian. I didn't really know the dude, but I did pray for him in the prayer service. Of course I didn't say a word, but I did pray for him inwardly.

I'm still shocked that the boy actually died. It's like...Wow. You never really expect that people you see on a day to day basis are gonna up and die.

Eh, well, today I sorta decided to name my children December and Wednesday. Yes, the awesome names! Lol, in like a day I'm gonna sit here and say "December and Wednesday SUCK as names!" but until that time, I think they're cool.