Mom's B-Day

Today's my mom's birthday! I felt so bad that I couldn't think of a card idea that I wrote her a letter saying I owed her one. She liked it. I didn't think she'd like it as much, but she really did. Hopefully I can remember to wow her with her card.

That meeting we had was nice. It sucked, but not as bad as I thought it would. I learned a lot about my mom and she learned a lot from me. For example, I found out that my mom was/still is extremely depressed. That sucked about the meeting. I want my mom to be happy, but she came out and said that she was crying everyday. I felt so bad! Then she explained it wasn't our (me and my sister) fault. It was all my dad's fault. No surprise there.

I mostly explained myself. I explained that I have major time management problems and that's why I never do chores. This is so true! I need to work out my time better, cause most of the time I do leisurely stuff. And then I explained that Arieana never tells me anything, like if she's hungry or if she ate or not. I always get in trouble because Arieana wants to be quiet until my mom wakes up when she knows I'm around to feed her. It makes me so mad! But my mom knows now, so hopefully if I forget to ask Arieana if she's hungry, she won't yell at me as much.

OGT is coming up! I'm nervous about the math section. That's the only one I'm pretty sure I can fail. The others you can think your way out, but in Math you have to know something. I know nothing. Or I remember nothing. I barely passed the practice test we had last week and Study Island is a total waste of time. It's so hard! So boring! I could be looking at anime pictures or thinking instead of failing all those quizzes on there. Ugh. I can't wait until this is over.

Another thing that I want to end is theater. The only reason I joined was to join. Yeah. It would look good on a college application later on, so to get used to the theater geeks, I might as well start now, right? Ugh! People are so annoying! Most of the ensemble members quit, and that's fine and dandy, but now I have to sing two verses of a song by myself! OK, this isn't all that bad, since there are people who have to sing ENTIRE songs by themselves. But I have to sing so high! Eh. There's only two performances, so that's not so bad. It'll be over lickety-split and I'll be back to doing nothing. What I enjoy most.

OR I could use my free time to start drawing again. I haven't drawn in a long time! I really want to use that book I got on drawing. I mean, get through the whole book. I really hated the contour drawing though. I don't know why, but I really didn't enjoy that. Oh well. I'm gonna finish that book sometime in my lifetime. That's for sure. I just don't know when...