So Thirsty!!

Good Lord! I'm starting to get aggravated about my RPing situation. I don't know if I told you Ness, but I dropped the Winnie account and made a new one with more characters. I'm still on Mori. That's the place giving me all the grief.

First, nobody replies to my RPs. I'm stuck between whether my opening posts suck or it's my titles. I'm pretty sure it's my titles. I think I would be thoroughly hurt if my characters were to blame. Although I think that too! People want the out of the box these days, and the gothier the character the better. None of my characters fit this criteria other than Grielle, who is by far the more popular among my characters. Astra and Ezra always get replies, even if it takes a few months. I just don't know. I really get hurt, cause some people start the crappiest of threads with those damn one-liners and they always get replies. What, Ness, do I need to do? I dunno. I'm gonna keep working on it.

Second, I know there's no law saying you can't reply to people's character pages, but come on. Seriously. I think it's a friend thing. Like all these people know each other outside of the website and they just chat it up on there. That's fine and dandy, but...I'll be real. I get so jealous! Nobody ever gets hype over me or my babies. Not on the internet or in real life. I don't know how to connect with people I guess. But I'm going to work on it.

Ugh. All the after school programs were closed today, and Saturday jugs canceled, but we STILL have practice tomorrow! Ness, I seriously can't wait to get this play off my back, along with the song. I haven't even practiced in a week. I feel bad, but not really. No, if I suck I suck. That's it. Really.

My Aspire interview has been moved to Sunday. I still wish it was tomorrow. Just to get it over with. My English teacher totally put me on blast and sent everyone an email about it. So all day people, random teachers, would stop me in the hallway and congratulate me. I was slightly embarrassed. I didn't even get the job! We'll all look real stupid if I don't get the job and they congratulated me like that. Real dumb.