I was thinking Ness, that maybe for one month I post everyday! Wouldn't that be a cool idea? Yep, I know it would. I don't want to make that month June though, cause I know it's gonna be really hard for me to post tomorrow. I haven't even attempted to do my Theology homework.

I've been thinking of pimping Mikki a little. No, not sexually! Just starting a whole bunch of posts until someone replies to one. So far I've made two and no replies. Of course, I know you have to wait for such things, just cause you go to your friends before someone new. At least, that's the case with me. But I'm still considering pimping my baby, especially since I spent so much time on him! So much, so much! I even found a picture; Somebody has to see him in action.

Another thing, short emos rule the world. I'm dead serious! Whenever there's a short emo involved in anything (I'm still talking about Rping, not the "real world") everyone jumps on it like a sickness. People must like angst. I don't. I got enough angst in real life, I sure as hell don't wanna rp with it too. That always made me mad. What's wrong with happy people? People who like to wake up everyday and see the sun, people who like to live? I usually just end up screaming at the computer screen, for the emos to get over it. There's also an abundance of people on there (Mori High) who's parents are abusive/ had no parents/were raped. Both my characters had pretty good lives if you ask me. They're happy too. There lies the problem I see.

Mikki, in fact, was supposed to be all emo and depressed. But when I finished him I was like, "Who the hell am I kidding? I can't act emo! I can't act depressed for more than a few seconds!" Now, a true writer would still keep Mikki emo just cause it's out of their comfort zone. Well, that sucks. Cause I know that I just couldn't do it. I don't wanna have a depressed character. I just, everybody's depressed these days! I think a happy person is truly unique, and I knew (and know) I wanted a unique character.

This reminds me of when Jayson told me that Winnie sickened him, cause I talked about Winnie so much, and how I was living my life through Winnie. The latter I knew, I knew that before I even started role-playing! It was just common knowledge to me. But the former? Uh, I was pissed when I first heard him say that.

People just don't get it! I love my characters like they're human beings. If I could, I'd spend hours and hours role-playing both (Keyword: Both, not just Winnie. Mikki needs to meet someone!) my babies. They're just like appendages to me. Or of me...Anyway, I just love them. Love love love them. I know I'd be a totally different person if I didn't create those beings.

But do I love my characters too much? Hmm...Hell no! No way! If there's people out there who worship rocks, and love rocks, I think I can love my babies like they're human beings. It's not like I'm murdering people or anything, I just love fictional characters.

Me not loving fictional characters means I have a major mental problem. I've always been this way. Falling in deep, passionate love with people in books, manga, anime, and just imaginary folks I create. It's my nature. I don't know why it's my nature to be completely insane, but that's me...And when I'm talking love, I mean, I dream about these people. I may not remember their names (for some reason I have a horrible time remembering names; it gets so bad people think I have no idea what I'm talking about, but I do!) but I remember them. And then when someone dies! I cry! I weep! I moan and put down whatever I was watching/reading.

Mom's home! I gotta go...Darn my post got cut short....Ah well.